i shall be back

This is the last week of my leave. After two months, I shall again be back to the grind; and in more ways than one, I feel sad.

Yes, I did miss doing something, but that does not mean I missed my work. I never missed anything about my job, except for my office friends. I never missed the stress, the deadlines, the clients.

It's funny that I missed shooting (as in me behind the lens, not work shoots) more than getting back to my desk. I missed writing for our magazines. These things make me feel much more fulfilled at the end of the day--shooting and writing. I learn from them.

Still, I am thankful for my job; it pays the bills. Yet I'm hoping there's something more...